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24.3.06

hellos =D
got so many things to blog buddens no time !
that day went to see DORM .
omg lahhs !
damn nice la cann .
must watch arhhs ! =D
den today p.e hav to run 1.2 km lahhs .
den run until damn tired le lahhs .
then hav to go for patrol meeting .
den all the sec 1s all waiting lor .
then later junyin say no meeting !
qi si wo !
then " hav " cheer practice .
so i wait there for v.long then i heck i go buy food .
cos i nvr eat breakfast then hungry =(
smuggle out of canteen =D
then i come back then they say dun hav !
if i had known earlier, then i wouldnt hav bought hello panda ler .
should hav just bought something FULL .
den guides got color party .
den they say at the rate we're going, we cant get enrolled .
its like actually cos grace nvr come quite a few times lah .
then she only noe how to left left left right left .
all the halt, dismiised, color party salute colors all dunno =(
so hav to teach lohhs .
den its like ( ok la, im sorry if i hurt ur feelings ) she left left left right left also dun wan march properly la .
i know, shes trying her best la .
bud PLEASE< i need to pass it !
i WANT to get enrolled !
we keep repeating the color party dismissed part alot of times .
i mean it, i think 25 times or more .
bud she cant just geddit lehhs !
even melissa also .....
i do until i wanna faint ler .
then fanny ask us demo .
den its like i really dun hav any energy left .
i couldnt march PROPERLY .
my arms were liek swinging in every direction la .
haiis . den we arrange date ler tuhh do color party .
hope can be better barhhs . =(
haiis ! fail guide test AGAIN and AGAIN !
ive already put in effort ler lah . buddens after color party very hot then i cannot concentrate .
then i jiu anyhow write lohhs .
bud i admit lah, got some i nvr learn .
like the uniform onee =P
that one completely nvr learn .
that day no timee mahhs .
yepps .
then i also fail the handsign and signal .
BOO =(
haiis ! i hav so many things right now !
1) pe assignment
( takes up alot of time, we need to take videos of examples AND its GRADED )

2) science mini task ( doing tonight on phone )

3) learn guides test

4) revise this revise that .

feel that all my subjects are deteorating .
*sobs*
why so many things happenn !
today mrs sushilla come break me and sy up .
hrmppff .
shes gonna pay for that !
i guarantee !
FREAK <
its like me and sy so good frens lor .
same cca, sit together, go home together, recess together .
everybody also know der .
then today move place alot pple ask us if we ok anotts .
of cos la .
i put on my brave front .
right now, im holding on my tears .
how can she do this !
yes, i know, im spastic or whatever .
bud at least, not so far away !
shes like at the another corner of the classroom !
i miss her =(
right here, i wanna thank you for what you hav done for me .
and i love u ;
ALWAYS .
good luck in everything u do .
dun think of me anymore =(
go be friends with others bahs .
we cant always stick together .
im SORRY, i broken my promise .
tuh be goof friends forever .
its all becos of YOU .
i dun wan u to be sad .
LET GO <
bye .

PLEASE < LET ALL THIS MISERY END !
I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE !

lovedd.<3
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